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Tuesday, June 07, 2005
Disequilibriating Other's Sense

 

Leo, my cousin’s husband, asked me Saturday night if I could go with him to church Sunday morning in order to discuss some business. I agreed that that was a fine idea. I haven’t been inside a church for about 13 months.  I realized about that only now.

 

And so I was able to meet a couple of nice people before, during and after the worship service.

 

Immediately after the crowd was dismissed, I was ushered into a room together with other “first-timers” to get a welcome from the pastor. It took more than ten long minutes before the pastor showed up. It was a fine, cordial, courtesy  welcome and it didn’t take a minute before the preacher excused himself and left the room. For some kind of reason he had at that moment why he seemed uninterested to ask everyone’s name, I was likewise more than happy to get out of the room and get a lunch somewhere.

 

Yeah, I know now. There’s something not good about that room. I smelled some kind of a spray repellant permeating the air. Wheesh. If we guests stayed there a little longer, the Jews would be shocked to find out the legacy of holocaust found its place in the chambers of some Christian churches!

 

On my way out of the church building, I thought I be would be off the hook already.  Unexpectedly, my cousin’s teenage daughter was still in her youth meeting. And then the guy I met earlier grabbed hold of me and engaged me in some discussions related to the activities of the church, himself and more about himself, blah blah blah. He’s about my age and he was certainly comfortable to throw a few personal questions.

 

I said I’m into some kind of a social work but I work on my own to work my way to do social works. And so he said that’s nice he knew what I was saying and that he and and the church, too, do these and those and da dah dah.

 

Okay. He was lecturing on the biblical principles he knew about the spiritual needs of people to get to know this or that in order to become a good person, etc.

 

And somewhere in his speech I said something like “yeah, that’s what’s  everyone is hearing on the radio and actually seeing in the tv almost everyday and I’m sure most people are aware about that.” And then I pricked him with my tiny sword to disequlibriate him by saying, “ I think you will have to agree with me that the churches of today have such a wide and big mouth and that we should bring the legs and arms back to the Body of Christ.”

 

I hated it that I caused him to loose his balance. At such a great length, he lectured me with his knowledge about the more important things other than doing social works, etc. He was so defensive, offensive, provocative, negative and so far gone out of wider outlook. Bad, he was unable to find himself back again in the conversation because  bisita lang ako 'no?---and so I just shut my mouth up and patiently took a lot of beatings and lashings from the elements flying out of his almost sanctified mouth. Gutom lang din siguro ‘tong mama na ‘to why he can't tame the volcano.

 Fortunately, the youth meeting ended and got my cue to get excused and be with my niece to take me to the parking lot.

 

 

 

 

 

 


Posted at 12:46 am by g8krazzer
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Sunday, June 05, 2005
What's Your Story?

"Those who do not have power over the story that dominates their lives -- the power to retell it, rethink it, deconstruct it, joke about it, and change it as times change -- truly are powerless, because they cannot think new thoughts."

Salman Rushdie: One Thousand Days in a Balloon


I appreciate how people get to express themselves pretty well in different ways. I read somewhere that today's generation of "bloggers" have truly done a great invasion of the internet. There's such a plethora of expressions you'll find .

The degree of honesty and fearlessness to express whatever one wants to express is a good thing. I just don't know if being honestly ugly is all what should be observed though. The name of the blogging game is honesty. Sure. And it's really like it doesn't really matter if what one wants to blog is ugly as long as he/she's able to be honest about what he/she feels?

Fine. It's hard to debate against honesty in all points and situations. If I challenge the problem with honesty, I would run the risk of being suspected for dishonesty.

But I have this to say: It's alright to express yourself. But please, be with your best self!

I know how ugly the world has already become. Everyone knows that for sure. There are bad news here, bad news there and more bad news everywhere. And hearing or reading bad news is nothing new. And it's easier to flow along and be part of the bad side than to resist it. Guys, the world is already a bad, mad world. And we don't have to keep telling and pointing and yelling to others about that. There's no argument there.

While I must hold my peace here and not persist in changing the kind of obfuscation people do with their crepuscular logic and involute style of thinking, the best I can do for now is to keep searching somewhere for more stories of people who pursue their search for truth.  Is there anyone else here interested in doing appreciative inquiry?

Posted at 12:38 am by g8krazzer
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Saturday, June 04, 2005
I Love You

Stars laughing at trees
In the clear night
Love me if you please
And if you like
I'll be you comfort
Your lasting delight
Let me show you
That I love You


I love you
Do you love me
There are mountains before you
And a mirror-like sea
I love you
Do you feel the same
Listen to my heart
It cries your name


Deep calls to deep
Can you hear me
Even as you sleep
You are near me
Now you are restless
Entangled in your dreams
Let me show that I love You


I love you
Do you love me
There are mountains before you
And a mirror-like sea
I love you
Do you feel the same
LISTEN TO MY HEART
It cries your name...


Posted at 04:55 am by g8krazzer
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Gatecrashing the Blogworld


Ola! Bonjour! Hello and mabuhay!

Right after cruising the galactic space while watching Star Wars Episode 3 the other day, it's about time to do my initial attempt to land the blogworld--seems to me a kind of world oozing with diarrhea of words!

Sure, I joined in. That's not untypical!  That's about the innate part of man trying to make an imprint of himself somewhere. Evidently, it has also gripped my mortal being.

Hookay, I really don't know what else to put here initially. I just hope I would never cause unnecessary shocking experience to those who see a picture of me this ugly. Guys, I'm not going to look as bad as this again. It's for my grandchildren to relish, well, for them to ward off the roaches and rodents someday. That is, when all else failed.

So, should I warn people to beware before opening? How should I do that?

Well, I'll try not to care much about what others might think about what they want to think. I'm not entitled to control what people choose to think. 

I have learned that to change, the best method to follow is always God's. And the time to change is always now. And the person to change is always ME!

You see, I can never change people. Because that's God's job. However, I should never forget my responsibility when others get affected with my choices. But what i'm saying is it's not my way or will that should be done. It should be God's. Always.

But then, that's my problem! Why I still get in trouble?

That's because I try to change people.

No, Hero, you can not!

HooKay.


With that, I guess, it's time to get to rest.

Ciao for now.

Posted at 02:42 am by g8krazzer
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